死活 Traditional form: 死活 Pinyin (reading): sǐhuó Definitions: life or death fate no matter what anyway for the life of me Characters: 死 - dead; death; impassable, inflexible 活 - to exist, to live, to survive; living, working Traditional characters: 死 - dead; death; impassable, inflexible 活 - to exist, to live, to survive; living, working